No more no more

I am now totally losing it...I know I have done badly in my 3rd and 4th...Don't I? I wrote them exams...I am already under the pressure for setting high standards for myself.I am under pressure from those seniors who tell you that you are already in the poopers. I am under pressure everytime someone says I am gonna do extremely well this time....as if this wasnt enuff, my dad is piling it all on me all over again.I can't believe this....this is de ja vu.I know what happened the last time and that is the only comforting thought that is left in me when I am sunk in this world of worries.